The Last Note

July 14, 2020

I got "the call" this morning. You know the one. The one you keep expecting but hope never arrives. I was to come right away, if possible. I rushed to my car and sped down the road (apologies to the highway patrol. Thank you for not pulling me over). I wanted to be there to hold his hand, to whisper sweet nothings in his ear, to comfort him. But he decided to go quickly, before I could get there. Yes, that was devastating, especially since I'd had a camp cot, pillow, and weekender in the trunk of my car for over a month, expecting (obviously) to be with him for however long it took, at the drop of a hat.

But here's the cool thing:  The music therapist was having a video call with him (you'll remember how he loved music therapy) and was playing and singing Paul Simon's The 59th Street Bridge Song:

Slow down, you move too fast
You got to make the morning last
Just kicking down the cobblestones
Looking for fun and feelin' groovy
Ba da-da da-da da-da, feelin' groovy...

And here's the other cool thing:  As she was singing "feelin' groovy," he and Jesus decided it was time for him to go Home. He passed from this life to the next,  just like that. He fell asleep here, and he woke up there (or, for those who believe a bit differently, he will wake up there). And now he's healed. He's whole. He's...feelin' groovy.

Rest in perfect Peace, my love. There can never be another you. I'll miss you until I see you again. The time may seem long for me, but it will be short, really. And then we will be together in the presence of the Lord, and time will be infinite. Eternal.

The Lord, the Psalmist’s Shepherd.
A Psalm of David.
(New International Version)

23 The Lord is my shepherd,
I [a]shall not want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside [b]quiet waters.
3 He restores my soul;
He guides me in the [c]paths of righteousness
For His name’s sake.
4 Even though I walk through the [d]valley of the shadow of death,
I fear no [e]evil, for You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You [f]have anointed my head with oil;
My cup overflows.
6 [g]Surely goodness and lovingkindness will follow me all the days of my life,
And I will [h]dwell in the house of the Lord [i]forever.

Footnotes
Psalm 23:1 Or do
Psalm 23:2 Lit waters of rest
Psalm 23:3 Lit tracks
Psalm 23:4 Or valley of deep darkness
Psalm 23:4 Or harm
Psalm 23:5 Or anoint
Psalm 23:6 Or Only
Psalm 23:6 Another reading is return to
Psalm 23:6 Lit for length of days